Losing A Forbidden Flower -

You cannot mourn what you never had. But you can mourn the person you became the moment you reached for it anyway.

: Like the Tansy , which can represent "hostile thoughts," or the Yellow Carnation , which signifies rejection, these symbols remind us that beauty and pain are often root-mates. Losing A Forbidden Flower

It is considered a classic within the 2010s era of Japanese Gay Video (JGV), specifically for viewers who prefer romantic or "forbidden love" themes. Review JGV: LOSING A FORBIDDEN FLOWER You cannot mourn what you never had

Just because society won't give you a funeral doesn't mean you cannot hold one. Go to a place that meant nothing to anyone but you two. Sit in your car. Write a letter you will never send. Say out loud: "I loved something I shouldn't have, and now it's gone, and that hurts." Witness your own pain. It is considered a classic within the 2010s